More updates…
Still talking about this week, a lot has been going on. Some at work, and at home. For one thing, my daughters EEG came out normal, so that is an awesome thing! We went for the follow up today. He said that as long as she does not have anymore “spells” he does not think she will need to come back. But, if she does then we will need to make another appointment.
So far, so good. She has not had anymore. If you ask me though, I think they might have been “panic attacks.” She was really stressed out with school, teachers, boyfriends and all that. I think she just got too stressed. That and the fact that she was eating those “Jolt” mints like crazy….!
I am happy everything turned out well. That’s muh baybee gurl! I worry bout her!
No more stalking!…
I am happy to say that the stalking has subsided. 
I am not feeling on edge and annoyed anymore with the pure bullshit that was going on. Finally things have quieted down and this is wonderful for my stomach!
It got to the point where everytime the phone rang and it was my ex, I swear the acid just started up. I am one of those people that internalize everything - so I think that is why that was happening. I wasn’t all Motrin, ya know?
I am also very excited that the ex is moving on, and actually…has a date tonight!
(does the snoopy dance)
Maybe, at some point we will be able to speak like humans, should we ever talk again.Honestly, I hope it goes well for him tonight. That way he can be happy. (and not stalk me anymore…lol)
Serious talking…
I know, I wrote about how I would not be talking about Adam and I here. And for the most part I have not. But, we had some serious talking over the last few days and it was really nice.
First, we are both realists. And we agree on a lot of things. But - the reality here is that it is SUPER expensive to travel and/or fly and all that. And considering we both keep getting setback after setback, money wise, we are thinking that maybe we need to wait longer to meet.
This was very upsetting to both of us. Contrary to what some people think - we do not have our heads in the clouds. We know what we are up against and we act accordingly.
We also got to talking about how I just got out of a 5 year relationship and have not even had any “single” time to myself yet. I am NOT one to date. Actually, I hate it, but I am tired of sitting home all the time and I want to have fun. And should I “meet” a nice guy - I want to be able to get to know him and such. And, my ex and I had a pretty open relationship. We were always allowed to date others if we wanted, so i am comfortable with it.
Adam is just out of a 14 year relationship also. I think he needs time to have some fun this summer and “being exclusive” to just me - when I am so far away is not anymore fair to him as it is me.
So, we have decided to take on the “dating” role. And if we are meant to be - it will be. I am not worried though because if anything? He is an awesome friend!
And he really makes me laugh…(ask him about the “vinyl” story someday…lol.)
He is still me hunny though. It is him that I text and talk to all the time. And, when I need a bit of advice - it’s him that I turn too. He is a genuine guy. He made me remember how good it feels to be loved. I have not had that feeling in such a long time, I forgot what it was like.
Ok…..no more mushy!
A few girls are going out tomorrow night and want me to go with them. I never go out at night - ever. I am such a computer geek and all. I would rather be fixing my Windows installation then going out for a drink. Yup, I am that bad. As a matter of fact - my “rule” has always been to NOT hang out with my “work buddies.”
Work is work, and my home life is my home life…I am trying to change that though. And my daughter is going away tomorrow and won’t be home till Sunday night…
Sounds like someone needs to party!
Workie stuff…
Ughhhh…Work has been a bitch this week. My boss was off on Wednesday. Since I gotta do some of his job when he is not here - I was super busy. I do not mind super busy… What I mind is getting paid the crap money I do - and doing his job. Something wrong with that picture?
I have this thing I have to do - it’s called a documentation checklist. It is the BIGGEST time waster there is. Basically, what it is - is I gotta keep track of all documentation that the therapists do (all 8 of them!) and document all the “notes” that they write and then make sure all the certs are in on time and all that. Make sure the orders are written, care plans updated etc…Whoever is on therapy - I gotta track. The problem is that I keep watch on the paperwork - for months at a time! So, someone who started therapy in June…and is still on therapy two months from now, I gotta be watching.
Anyway. It’s a pain in the ass and it pisses me off. And…hell, I don’t even know what my point is anymore.
Guess I got off on a rant here huh?
Why not date an older woman?
