Being angry is an understatement.

Posted on February 10th, 2008 by Simple-Mindz

I am so ticked off at this moment, it’s not even funny. Before I showered tonight, I stepped on the scale. Big mistake that was. It said 135lbs. I just about DIED! I knew my “BiPolar” type of fitness program and exercising would bite me in the ass come spring. I knew it - and yet I did nothing. I let myself get lazy in my calorie counting. I started pouring chips, snacks, in my food scale container - but then I would not even bother to weigh them!This is totally unacceptable behavior on my part. And I really should be ashamed of myself. I was weighing 125lbs in September! I had lost a TOTAL of 20 lbs through my favorite FREE online dieting site. Sparkpeople.com.

Get a Free Online Diet If anyone wants to go there and join me, feel free. It’s for men and women. And it is 100% free. They have everything there. I always recommend them to everyone. And ya know - I could use some buddies! It will help to keep me motivated.I went there tonight and logged in. I changed all my goals around. Changed my screen name and my email. My blog and my tracking calculators. I even re-measured myself. My measurements are totally disgusting. I am embarrassed to even tell you what they are. Maybe that is what I need? Public humiliation!

Anyways, I have written down all my calorie goals, (my printer does not work, I need a new one.) and I am going to make a point of logging into that site everyday to record my exercises, my caloric intake and all that.

There was and IS no excuse for my behavior. I am an emotional eater and I know better then this. I was looking awesome at 125lbs! I am just under 5 feet, and any poundage looks awful on me because I am small framed. And when I gain, I can feel it. So, I will be making a point of logging here weekly about my weight loss/diet habits. Every Sunday I figure.

And if I don’t? REMIND ME ! I am serious. Totally serious.

I even told my daughter that she was to NOT let me on the computer tomorrow until I went on my treadmill for 20 minutes. No more unhealthy me. I am smarter then that. Shame on me!

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6 Responses to “Being angry is an understatement.”

Adrian Keys, on February 11th, 2008 at 7:07 pm Said:

At least you have the determination…plus the treadmill is right there. Once you get into a rhythm, you will be fine…the problem is getting started…
Cinnkitty, on February 11th, 2008 at 9:29 pm Said:

It sneaks up you, that’s for sure! I wish you strong, healthy thoughts!
Simple-Mindz, on February 11th, 2008 at 10:44 pm Said:

Cinn - Thanks hun! I was so mad today. But I started it out good! On the right track - so to say!

Adrian - Thanks! I was in a rhythm over the summer…But I just lost my MoJo…
cheh, on February 13th, 2008 at 2:55 pm Said:

I still think internet makes us all fat

Thanks for the tip!Will check on them when I’m over with Pregnancy;)
Simple Mindz, on February 13th, 2008 at 10:10 pm Said:

Cheh - LOL.I think the net does not help! But I know better. It’s just the winter blah’s I think.

They really ARE an awesome site! And I think they might have a section for pregnancy too?
My Fitness challenge - week 1. » Simple-Mindz, on February 19th, 2008 at 3:45 am Said:

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